For you I drew the One of the Fire Element (Swords), titled The Sacred Flame. The image is a tree-woman, arms upraised like branches or in joy or shock). Her hair is blowing or growing upward and her tree continues above her head, with brown branches and leaves. She is being struck by lightning, which flows down her bark-like dress and pools in a glowing pond? (Well?) at her feet. She stands (or is growing) on a pebbled beach, with water a few inches from the edge of the well at her feet. There is an animal, a cow I think, standing next to her, completely unconcerned about the lightning.
She is lit very brightly by the lightning, and her tree is outlined as well, so the trunk, branches, and twigs glow like the are a web of tiny lightning strikes. I think this card represents whatever thing(s) you hold most sacred, be it deity or honor or kindness, the connection to your loved ones, or art or doing good in the world. A cow could represent homey things, or could be a connection to food or even to the outdoor world.
You should listen to your intuition on how to interpret this card, more than my words, because this is about your most essential, sacred self. Perhaps spend some time in meditation, reconnecting with your own true, best center. Or perhaps you need time connecting with the people in your life that's not filled with exterior distractions, so you can hear and see each other clearly.
Given how striking and powerful an image I drew for you, it might be that this is a thing that you have been avoiding looking at, fearing it heralds some disaster, but the image is not at all an image of destruction, it is more an affirmation and perhaps a transformation. Living is changing, slow or fast, and change is always harder when you fight it and easier when you prepare for it with kindness aforethought.
I still have no idea what is blocked in your life, but the details are really none of my business, so that feels OK to me. Hopefully after reading this, or after grounding and centering and opening yourself to seeing what's sacred to you, you will see it as clear and vivid as a lightning strike.
Re: The Well: The Sacred Flame
She is lit very brightly by the lightning, and her tree is outlined as well, so the trunk, branches, and twigs glow like the are a web of tiny lightning strikes. I think this card represents whatever thing(s) you hold most sacred, be it deity or honor or kindness, the connection to your loved ones, or art or doing good in the world. A cow could represent homey things, or could be a connection to food or even to the outdoor world.
You should listen to your intuition on how to interpret this card, more than my words, because this is about your most essential, sacred self. Perhaps spend some time in meditation, reconnecting with your own true, best center. Or perhaps you need time connecting with the people in your life that's not filled with exterior distractions, so you can hear and see each other clearly.
Given how striking and powerful an image I drew for you, it might be that this is a thing that you have been avoiding looking at, fearing it heralds some disaster, but the image is not at all an image of destruction, it is more an affirmation and perhaps a transformation. Living is changing, slow or fast, and change is always harder when you fight it and easier when you prepare for it with kindness aforethought.
I still have no idea what is blocked in your life, but the details are really none of my business, so that feels OK to me. Hopefully after reading this, or after grounding and centering and opening yourself to seeing what's sacred to you, you will see it as clear and vivid as a lightning strike.